Dig dig dig! I dug up my Tabulas archives again and had some nostalgic moments. Aahh.
I got so hooked that I even dug up Keatan's archives! XD
Here's one of his touching/gay posts that involves me. D:
what a weird day last night. it was i think 12 midnight already and orvs, grace, me, degs and some other guys were still online. and we had this weird confe. and once again, i wasn't aware of what was happening. i just looked at the window and some of them left the confe, so i left too. my parents weren't at home as well. they had to fetch my bro from his prom. hoorah.. then i just surfed the 'net for an hour and a half if i'm not mistaken. hey, i gotta keep myself from getting sleepy cause i needed to open the door for them. :D then degs IM'ed me (or was it me who IM'ed him? it doesn't matter). he told me about a really cool thing that he knew! good for him.. then he said he's more experienced than me cause he's so patient when it comes to girls. he described his girl by using a line from the song "Manila". well, we could just call her his "harlequin love".
dammit, then he talked to me about lovelife. omg then i realized that choosing the right girl would be so important when it comes to relationships. i mean duh, it's obvious. but a lot of guys don't care about those stuff anymore. you know yourselves *grins*. then he gave me a whole lot of advice. dammit, i never thought that dude would be like that when it comes to love. he knows a lot about love yet he's not emo. being emo towards a girl may mean that you're desperate. i dunno. that's my observation.
then my parents came home and poof. i crashed in my bed... full of emo thoughts were in my mind that time..
later that day: we were late for church AGAIN. and we had to miss praise and worship!
during the youth fellowship, i wasn't myself since they were talking about boy-girl relationships. of all things! i could say that i wasn't emo a while ago. i just felt different. dammit, what did degs do?
Aww. Isn't that sweet? XD. BTW, he posted that at Feb. 11, 2007. Waay before. o.o
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Cheering is near! So don't expect much updates. In fact, I only update when I'm uber-bored or when I'm being suicidal (literally and figuratively). I update uber-long posts when something big (liek, really big!) happened.
sticks and stones can break my bones
P.S. Want preview of one of my poems? I've been making a lot and I don't like sharing em since most of you guys are skeptical and crap. 
and when it turns to seven
will you come with me and watch Just Like Heaven?
Yeah. There's an inside story on that. 
Goodnight, my sweet princess,
Seej
Someone is singing: broken mirrors and sleeping turtles - updharmadown
I feel like: pretty as a car crash